Once a dream

Antara doa yang dalam diam Allah kabulkan.

Pernah terdetik nak kerja Hong Leong just because i think HLB is a big bank , kalau pergi mana2 kedai mostly guna HLB terminal. Somehow, it is just a dream.

But the way Allah kabulkan apa yang terlintas yg dulu aku impikan , it amaze me.

Jalan nya tak smooth but it still get me to the job yg aku pernah dream of.

Took a career break , jobless for a few months until im ready to ge back to work. Failed interview with Aeon, then saw this job ad which suit me perfectly at HLB. Applied and get an interview and accepted. The onboard journey is smooth like Allah clearly planned it out for me the way He wants to. Someone resigned and I took over his job. The timing is amazing.

3 years ++ passed and i learn a lot. I'm doing good , never once failed to get bonus and increment. Get promoted. Thankful enough.

But looking at it, I don't think I want to spend my entire life doing this job. It keeps me under pressure most of the time. And I hate it, because I fail to focus when there's so many things come at me and it broke me. To be on standby on some weekends/ public holidays is annoying. I was supposed to rest but who would know there will be some issues coming up. Plus it's critical system. You can't afford any downtime. And I hate surprise. Even I can still ask for my teammate's help but still i hate this kind of work. Able to stay here for 3 years plus is a blessing.

Now I think I've had enough. I need to plan for a better future , looking for another role. Not to be application support anymore. It traumatised me.

To another role. To another bank. On 2026

May this comes true.