Sunday, June 18, 2017

emotional post I guess

I always have this big dream I wish I can do to my family

to be a daughter who can ease the burden of my parent
to tell my dad 'you don't have to work anymore, just rest and do whatever you enjoy doing..I can take care of them '
to simply make them happy in any ways I could do

it just..I don't know..it hit me sometimes

they are getting older
but still at this age I can't contribute much

that feeling.

thinking about how much that our parents have done for us
how much things they have give up just to give the best to us

mixed feeling.





Saturday, June 17, 2017

is it ?

is it weird?
when you have grown up
you tend to keep everything in a privacy mode

is it right?
when you have grown up
you still prefer to be the same old you
while everyone is actually changing

is it normal?
when you've reached 20+ year
while people was worried about 'relationship'
You are still taking it easy
because you don't actually think about it

is it true?
that people who look heartless
is actually a person who care the most about others

friend that turn to strangers
who is the one that should be blame for not making an effort 
to keep in touch?

is it wrong?
for having too much ego
just to depend yourself
so you don't look pathetic

is it wrong?
for being secretive 
on a certain issue
but people keep asking you