" Grow through what you go through "

Having failed about two or three interview for my scholarship years ago make me hate going for any interview.

But you can't really run away from it as it is a must-thing you have to do if you don't wanna hold that jobless title anymore.

" Grow through what you go through "

As much as I learned how interview has disappoint me with the result. I also learn there is always a room for improvement.I rather think that I should blame myself for all the disappointment I have go through.

For not giving much efforf.

For not being a confident-shaz.

For that take-thing-easy characteristic in mine.

From all the failure you have gone through

You always have something to learn.

Just don't give up.

Make up for it.

And be a better version of you.

And from that

I learn to not giving too much hope to myself.
So that I will not be so upset knowing that I fail.

If it was written for you, then it will be yours.

In life you have to know how the disappointment taste
so that you will work harder than before

is it ?

is it weird?

when you have grown up

you tend to keep everything in a privacy mode

is it right?

when you have grown up

you still prefer to be the same old you

while everyone is actually changing

is it normal?

when you've reached 20+ year

while people is worry about their 'jodoh'

You are still taking it easy

because you don't really think about it

is it true?

that people who look heartless

is actually a person who care the most about others

friend that turn to strangers

who is the one that should be blame for not making an effort 

to keep in touch?

is it wrong?

for having some ego inside you